first tear, and it's raining

finally, i dropped my first tear after all i held till i forgot how to cry, today. it was different. different attack hit my heart. more invection there. i felt hurt, again. it distroyed my cover and hit me slowly.
yeah, it left a scare, a deep scare. just one line. and it was dropped my tear.
"another guy", you said. "one or two years later"
i just can't imagine "it isn't you"